This came as a shock and I contemplated if I should post it or not. As usual, writing helps me cope.
Tomorrow, I will be scanned and prodded to rule out ovarian cancer.
I have always led a healthy life. I ate nutritious food, maintained my weight, drank in moderation and exercised. The word cancer wasn’t even in my mind when I went to see my GP.
I am not afraid of death. for everyone dies one day. But right now, it is really inconvenient. I have so many places to go and so many things to do.
Few days ago, I was singing ” I am too sexy for my shirt” by Right said Fred and my son said jokingly “mom, I think we should so play this song for your funeral when the pall bearers carry the casket, I can bet with you that everyone will agree that song is so you”
It was not unusual to talk about the songs for funeral, I have always told my children that I want them to play IZ’s “somewhere over the rainbow” when I am buried.
Now I wonder was that a moment of nimitham?
I know tomorrow it can go two ways. I can either be totally healthy or dying and I am scared.
Sarah….you will be hale and hearty and touch a century..hugs:-)
You’ll be fine Sarah!You’re in my thoughts and I’ll be thinking of you in my prayers.
Nimmy
Hi Sarah,
You’ll be fine! You’re in my thoughts and I’ll be thinking of you in my prayers .
Nimmy
Hugs. Hope your tests are negative. I happen to know someone in her 20s who leads a healthy lifestyle and has never touched a drop of alcohol who is going for ovarian cancer screening. 🙁
All will be well. Being scared is normal. Don’t start imagining things like Nimmitham. Let us know.
How did it go? You are making me nervous
By this time the scanning is over and the results negative. You can’t hold anything malignant as you are so benign Sarah.
I hope you are ok. God Bless U, Hugs Take Care!
Hope All is Well.
Everything will be alright Sarah . Don’t worry
Please let us know that everything is fine. Praying for your health even if you are agnostic. love…
My prayers are with you.. Good luck
Sending lots of love and hugs across the pond, Sarah! Whatever it may be, there’s always a way out of everything so please don’t worry. All the best wishes x
You will be fine and kicking. Hang in there. I am not a religious person, still will ask the super power to keep you safe.
Is everything okay Sara. I really hope so!!