My back pack was heavy and I was angry with myself for having to carry such a heavy bag.
Actually it was not just the bag that was heavy, there was so much heartaches I had to carry.
Every damn thing was on my shoulder.
What was so wrong to use Eosin pencil to write notes? And why should Rupesh tell everyone about that and laugh at me.
I thought Rupesh was my friend and I was angry with myself for trusting him. If he was my friend he never would have done anything to hurt me. Would he?
I felt my life would be a lot better if I was the only person in it. That way I don’t have to worry about what anyone talks about me
thanikku thanum purakku thoonum, my sister’s favourite malayalam quote.
Was that why she walked away from all of us? So she won’t get hurt?
I remembered all the instances we have failed her and wondered if I was in her place would I have walked away too?
Truth was I would have wanted to, but I wouldn’t have. Because much as I hated my family. Amma and my sisters were all I had.
Sorry can’t type anymore
Will update tomorrow.
hey take care…when i read this i felt a bit of myself in there…sometimes it feels good just you there in ure life…
Hey there….stumbled across your blog at work (its been a light week)…..when I first started reading/glancing this blog it didn’t make a whole lot of sense, so I started digging up ur archives and I decided to start from the beginning. I noticed another thing, if you start reading this from the beginning it’s hard to read this chronologically cos you have to scroll backwards 🙂 on each page (check it out for urself). I am still in 2006, but I am hoping to catch up within the next few weeks….I like what you have done so far, I am hoping this is all fiction…isn’t it or am I too naive ?
chubbz
truth is stranger than fiction. in the case of fiction there has to be a modicum of believability. as for truth it is what it is, whether you believe it or not.
Chubbz,
There is a drop down box with the green color title: “Blog archieve”, on side right bar.
You can use that drop down to navigate through blog with monthly/yearly listing.
haha! pavam arjun. he must not have been knowing what is going on through your mind or your life. it is fun to make fun of you when you write with esolin pencils 😉
Hi I came across ur blog while browising through bloggers..
I think u can write a book…ur writing is too good… and I have saved it in my favourites also ..:)
keep writing.. I read your whole blog archive in 3 days…
Hope that you have good life ahead ..!!