I have probably reached the end of the tunnel and still haven’t seen the light..not even a tiny spark..
Whenever life overwhelmed, i remember what my grandma, who is a staunch Christian, used to say..God always shows the way….He shows you the right people at the right time. when I was a teenager, I used to shake my head side to side and tell her yeah yeah … and she would grumble and tell me one day you will believe.
Sometime all you need is someone to stand by you. Someone to tell you that you aren’t all alone. IT especially is true when you are miles away from home.
When I read Ahkhian’s response to my last post I realised, what my grandma said is true. God always shows the way and that I am not alone. I think my grandma is smiling in heaven…that I finally realised that god is there, keeping me safe.

Dr. R Veight. another Malaysian emails me often and sends me links and keeps telling me there is light at the end of the tunnel( ofcourse, between you and me.. I hope itsn’t from a train!!!)

To Ah khian and Dr. Veight.. thank you.. for being there.. Terima Kasih..