I know I have been away from this blog. My apologies
Currently I am a sobbing mess.
It all started couple of weeks ago, when my son asked “Mom, would you be ok, if I move out and stay with my gf”
I have always known that children will grow up and leave home. It is nothing but the truth. Yet, I couldn’t stop the tears and I haven’t the slightest clue as to why I am behaving this way.
My son was a bit taken aback too. It isn’t very often that he has seen his mother cry.
Of course, I told him that if he wants to move out, he can. That is his right. I wish I could have said it without crying.
The thing is, I didn’t cry this much when Yaya left home. I missed her terribly. But I accepted that she needs to find her wings and soar high.
I honestly don’t know why I am behaving differently with my son.