I want to know if there is something wrong with me?
Is that why I can’t find love?
All this while, I thought perhaps it is my karma.
But there is a limit for Karma, is there not?
I have never harmed anyone, not even an animal. So don’t you think I paid for my karma in the last 40 years? Is that not enough?
What is wrong with me?
Why do I stand here alone on my birthday?
Daughters of Tomorrow
IMHO Life is a lottery and we all need to come to terms with the cards that were dealt to us. Either you can be depressed about what you don't have and nothing good will ever come out of it or you can look at what you do have (It looks like you have sole custody of three great kids). I think just changing the perspective of how we look at things can help one deal with these negative thoughts.
Goutham: I kind of survived believing that some days I am the fly and other days I am the windscreen.. but then again there are days where you just can't cope with loneliness,,and then u wonder why is tht everyone around you have someone to share their life, while my demands in life is so little..all I wanted was unconditional love..i hv everything except tht..it is so hard to be loved..
I think its you birthday today , Happy birthday. Cheer up
Happy Birthday – a milestone too. I noticed your blog was locked and wodnered what happened….what is happening with the kids?
Hi Sarah,
So glad to see your blog back 🙂
Many many happy returns of the day.
And stop worrying about no love.
You have the love of 3 great kids.
And for the missing guy in your life…Being alone is far better than having a torturing guy in your life. Constantly worrying about it wont help you either.
I dont know if i should tell this or no. But is another arranged marriage possible? There are lot of people who have found love in their second marriage.Is it an option? (But now I am confused, who Zahir is. Is he your Boyfriend? Then you can marry him na.. Problem solved 🙂 )