I have not slept for the last 50 odd hours.. But there is this compelling need to write..so this post is going to be a mix of jumbled up thoughts.

( If you don’t sleep beyond 48 hrs, it feels like a train has hit you head on..and you feel like you are in a state of delirium)

Phoenix, I am writing this for you after reading your comment. I apologize for writing this as a post.

When any woman wants to escape, be it from the family or from her partner.. the first respose anyone would give you is that.. We, your friends will stand by you.. Go ahead, leave them/him. We will support you. And ofcourse there is plenty of fish in the ocean for you to chose!

Then they will give you a list of shelters, women’s right organization etc..where you could get help.

I don’t want to offer you either of the above..Because I know more than anyone how it works..

There is only person who can help you..

I am hoping you will find her..

You need to find yourself.. then you can and you will escape..from what ever chains that bind you.