I lost someone I absolutely loved last night..
I should be devastated.. I should be..
But I feel nothing..absolutely nothing..Life seems to just the same way as it was before I was told.
Perhaps I am in denial..
I have to be..
Death of a loved one is supposed to be tragic..
Or is it that, I reached a point where I can block everything and pretend that everyone is alive in my world..
I don’t know..
Francois de La Rochefoucauld said that wind extinguishes flames and fans the fire..and perhaps I lost so much in my life that there is nothing left to burn..